Looking up at the stars

I can't believe you are gone!!!

Thu, 18 Aug 2005 01:23:00 GMT

I miss you soooo much.
I have been thinking about moving to where you are ever sence you brought it up.
I can't believe you came and left so quickly. I feel like it was all a dream (I'm sure my meds had something to do with that!!!) Who knows when I will come to visit (I might come up with a certain person we know).
Things are good with R. He is a very good friend. We talked untill almost five last night. I'M SO TIRED!!
I have to prepare for kids church, but I will write more tomorrow.

Pray for me and this situation with the evil girl. It is so hard for me to be nice to her....

ANYWAY!!!!
I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART!!!!! Thank you for making the other day the best day I have had all year. You are and always will be my all time best friend.

Be Right Back

Fri, 29 Jul 2005 07:19:51 GMT

I'm going on a short trip. I will only be gone a few days. I will have my cell on me, so call me if you need me.

Can't wait to see you!!!!!

Thu, 14 Jul 2005 06:18:56 GMT

I am talking to you right now. I miss you. I'm so sorry that I did not write you back!! I fell so bad. I can't wait till you come and visit. It is going to be the best time ever!! You need to skip that wedding and spend the whole time with me. Creme brulee and antiquing call our name. Well, I am going to concentrate more on you on the phone and not on the words I am typing.

My heart aches

Wed, 29 Jun 2005 05:11:07 GMT

My dear sweet Juliet....

You will never guess the sad news. Our favorite antique store has closed. The owner moved into Amy's antique store, but now he has gone missing. He owes so much money on rent and bills that he has gone into hiding. Oh my dear! It is quite sad. I miss you dearly. I hope all is well. I don't have much else news. I started serving. I am doing alright. I had an audition for a play at CA, it went alright.

Well that is all, let me know what is going on with you.

Talk to you later.

Mon, 06 Jun 2005 23:03:12 GMT

I miss you.

Sat, 28 May 2005 21:29:09 GMT

"Ode to the Ocean:
Never gonna leave
Unlike the ever moving sea
Someone I can run to
Always there for me
These things I tried so hard to believe

Then you left me one more time
So temporary
I seem to be
So easy to forget, easy to leave
You didn't need me

You must have gotton tired of me
It's ok, they all do
I thought they'd be different too
But no, they are just like you

So away, be gone
"If you need the space"
Even though you said
You could never get tired of these eyes, this face"

What do you think about that? I wrote it like a year ago. Here is a silly one:

"One day I'll find you in the forest
One day I'll find you singing alone or in a choirs
I'll find you fishing in the sea
I'll find you wiping the grass off your knee"

I'm sure there is more to that, but that is all I came up with...
Love you miss you!!

Wed, 25 May 2005 07:46:50 GMT

First off, I hope you are feeling better.

Second, I can't believe what happened on 1 Tree Hill.

Third, I went to our cafe, got some creme brulee to go, and it just didn't taste the same.

Fourth, I am doing a chapter a day of Genesis, but I think we should do more.

Fifth, I am still finishing Anna, I will be ready for PandP soon.

Sixth, I hope you are feeling better, to be redundant.

Sun, 15 May 2005 06:25:21 GMT

I went to my mothers graduation today. The sun was shining, there was a slight breeze, and there were more stars than LA has during the Oscars. When I say stars, I mean beautiful people. Everyone looked like they were cut from the night sky and planted in front of me for my viewing pleasure. Everyone shone. I loved it. It was absolutely fabulous. Oh, dear friend, Juliet, I wish you could have accompanied me. I felt naked without you there. It would have been more pleasurable had you joined me. I saw Stevens. We spoke. He apoligized for being a wanker and forgetting how to return a call. He is leaving for Alaska for the summer. Crazy, huh? Then, I saw my little brothers play, again. It was even better. I love the arts!! I am going to meet Mr. Masterson tomorrow. He will hopefully be my tutor and teach me everything he knows. I would be honored to be in a play directed by him. Well, darling, I am quite exhausted from my emotional and tiring day. I hope yours was as fun as mine. Tell me all the details of your road trip with your lovely boyfriend. Well, until tomorrow!

Fri, 13 May 2005 01:03:00 GMT

Family is a strange thing. My biological family decided to attempt to sabotage my life. Luckily I learned the first time around that staying away was the best thing to do. That whole being nice to mean people is like lighting coals of fire on their heads thing, yeah, I hope that works. I really don't like them. Grandmother has been sending mean letters to my Aunt Carolyn, too. They are very similar to mine. Now my biological father won't talk to her! Can you believe it! Marika hates her. I guess that is what Rich Franke talks about in his book. The terrible relationships that my family has with each other. I also found out that Frank Franke (my great-great-grandfather) IS JEWISH!!! So that means that I AM JEWISH!! How groovy is that! I am being flown out to Colorado USA in July to meet with him and spend some time with my Aunt and Uncle. I am so excited! But anyway, I have to be off. I am on my way to my little brothers play, Peter Pan! I am very excited to go and see him.
Congrats on being finished with it all. All my love to my friend over in France. Take care and enjoy the sun set.

The first of many!

Thu, 12 May 2005 00:47:38 GMT

Here's to movies, books, and devos. The start of a lovely and entertaining journal. I can't wait.

First movie:
West Side Story

First book:
Pride and Prejudice

First book of the Bible:
Genesis

First Poet:
Robert Frost